以为你懂我也真太傻

从今往后都不要再想起
失忆是我全新的节奏

加油

A little part of me, somewhere, is still grabbing on to that sliver of hope

I take that back. Make that a big part

Never getting over it at this rate lol

Anyway, recorded this today!!!!!!!! It felt sooooooo good


ACTUAL FREEDOM IN 4 DAYS

aaaaaaaaaaaand.... PSEUDO FREEDOM BEGINS :D

A sudden interest in things that I couldn't be bothered about in the past
Strange but I like it

Can't wait for everything to be over OVER
I won't even get out of my bed
You watch me

我们手拉手也成舟 划过悲伤河流

Favourite song of the moment. Lyrics are beautiful

Blessed

In the end there was no closure, it was just an ingenius excuse for escape

Mission aborted

Suddenly remembered the Indian old lady who gestured for me to sit down beside her on the train, some time last year. So distant, but I remembered her smile; her gaze, so kind and warm; as though she's trying to say,  forget whatever unhappiness you have encountered today and come have a seat, my dear. 

Receiving kindness from complete strangers always feels good and gives me the strength I need to make it through the day, week, month 

Thank you