Sannnnnnnntaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa's onnnnnnnnnnnnn hisssssssssssssssss waaaaaaaaaaaaaay

Hello! I thought it'd be a good time to start blogging again, because the year is drawing to a close and........... there's always time for new beginnings.
Haha that sounded awkward.

Anyway, as I reflect on this year, I realized that I have A LOT to be thankful for: friends, family, online presences (Blogilates, Bubz.... funny how both start with the letter B :')) and strangers even. Like how on two separate occasions, two strangers had gestured for me to sit down on the train because I guess I looked completely drained and sick of life. Haha. Even though I did not sit down (I'm not even sure why), my heart was definitely all warmed up and fuzzy. So thank you, strangers who made my (otherwise incredibly crappy) days better.

Also I'd like to talk about Another Chance. I realized that I've been on the receiving end of many Another Chance (sounds awkward again, but let's just leave it at that) from various people, and I'm grateful for that. Thank you for not giving up on me and choosing to forget unhappiness from the past (if any).
Of course, there's still a certain You who hasn't quite given me the chance to explain myself/about what happened back then/the actual situation/the reasons behind my (apparently rather bad) attitude then/you seem to have forgotten the times when you turned to me because you had no one, you seem to have forgotten all the happy times we've had together/you seem to have forgotten the chirpy letters we used to exchange/it is frightening that you allowed one single incident to change whatever we had, forever

So thank you all who've forgiven/loved/still loves me for who I am, however undeserving I may be.


I sincerely hope that 2014 will be a year of productivity, love, happiness and gratitude.
Have a merry little christmas everybody!!!!!! xx

I'm currently just lazing around and wondering why my life is always such a chaotic mess.

I'm actually looking up ways to declutter my life (and my room). Laugh if you have to. I can't believe myself either.

So do you guys have any good ideas how to convince myself that no I'm not going to use those things a decade later and yes I should throw them out???????
Halpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

The current state of my room is putting me in a fix I wanna just throw everything out

and it all comes crashing down

time is running out, / i wonder how some people can be so happy and carefree all day everyday/ overwhelmed/ slightly depressed/ tired yes definitely/ worst hols/ nods in total agreement/impending doom & gloom/ what am i gonna do now/ thank god for Cassey & Blogilates

like Cassey always says in her videos
"Don't forget to breathe"

UNTITLED.

So I'd been meaning to update this space for quite a while now! HELLO!!

Last week into the June holidays, and my mind is already filled with dread and all the negative feelings any human being can gather. Seriously, I hear you sigh. Yes. Seriously.

Don't ask me why I hate that place so much (this feels so familiar hahahaa I was just reading my rather angsty post from last year, in another blog which I abandoned for this, and my my myyyyy I was a real angsty one. Not that I'm currently NO LONGER ANGSTY, but whatever)
SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH. Life gonna be so screwed up again. And I shall be retreating back to my lovely little shell, shutting undesirable people/things out, woohooooo. Sounds like a plan.

Been feeling great during this hols (push push pushhhhhhhhhhhhh all negative feelings away) despite all the work and revision that has to be done, and the nagging sense of dread about what awaits-- in that place *dies*

Anyway, currently the mini perks of my life are cooking my own lunch, working out with Blogilates (<333333333333333333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and feeling satisfaction. Aaaaaaaaaah.

Love how I can always count on Blogilates to drain out the negative energy in me, and feel good instead! :) THANK YOU SO MUCH CASSEY. *FLYING HUGS& KISSES FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PLANET*

I better get back to chemistry! BOoooooooo (what a mood dampener mehhhh)

nonsense???!??!?!!

hello hello Hello HEllo HELLLO

What boredom does to me. LOL.

Anywaaaaaaaay this is officially my last day of being a pig & pigging around at home :/ Kinda sad huh. But wellllll I guess I can finally stop feeling like some sloth (not to mention my rapidly expanding ass)

I'm not making much sense, am I? Lack of things to talk about gahhhhh gahhhhhh GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Oh yea orientation is gonna be fun? I hope?

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Okay. Bye. Pineapple tarts.

brrrrrrrrrrrr

I'm making an effort to keep this place alive!! *waves*

Okay hi so there's school tomorrow and things will get super boring (briefing | test | random chem activity) but WEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL at least I won't be stuck at home watching dramas *_* Lol. Not a bad thing la. But you know. Being too free is too weird, especially when it's only January

I hope it won't rain tomorrow morning, I'm actually planning to just nua on the bus with my earphones plugged in and the world blocked out............. without being late. Yep.


pls pls pls pls don't rain


What other random stuff? Oh, I really hate the dreary wet cold sad weather. And I feel that I'm sleeping way too much nowadays (on days when there is no school, and during weekends)


Not that I'm complaining. But I know that happy carefree days like these will be over after cny LOL

Still I shall look forward to February~~ orientation+bday+cny what more can I ask for

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Well hello after a very long time. School has started, life hasn't quite gotten into full swing (we have free days here and there) and I'm slowly, slowly letting that feeling of fear/uncertainty/dread catch up with me. It shouldn't be this way, but

Anyway.... I'm pretty much at a loss as to what to blog about..... I'm annoyed at my damn phone batt for dying on me and not waking me up at the time I wanted

Alright will upload some pictures from the phone (now revived thank goodness)

(importing of pictures in process it's gonna take a while)

Well. How's life for everyone? Oh yea if Rachie is reading this, sorry for not keeping my promise and not visiting yesterday ~_~ I guess sleep just wanted to catch up with me yesterday.......... or is it the other way round

Christmas log from last year *_* Too sweet for my liking but anyway, my sugar tolerance is rather low (as explained by the migraines I get for eating stuff that are too sweet)

I love So Kei~~ Lol~~ Sakuraaaaaaaaaa

Smth Hsichien made.... egg something that's quite alright~~ Chilling at the chill place in hc during breaks was pretty awesome with homemade stuff like these~

Chicken bulgogi at a very cosy korean eatery in Chinatown with Beilin! My first time and I got a feeling I'll be going there again ^_^ Awesome food & service!

Dry maggi I made for myself the other day. LOL. No idea how it became dry,  I think the soup got sucked up by the noodles or smth *_* In any case, I swear I'm better at cooking maggi now. REALLY.

Onigiri made by yy~~ Another homemade goodie we shared during breaks LOLOL but I like the feeling. All warm and fuzzy and gluttony.

That's pretty much my life summed up in a few pictures, hope they livened up this place a bit lol. I'm gonna find something to do now. Life is getting too mundane and pointless