Hello! I thought it'd be a good time to start blogging again, because the year is drawing to a close and........... there's always time for new beginnings.
Haha that sounded awkward.
Anyway, as I reflect on this year, I realized that I have A LOT to be thankful for: friends, family, online presences (Blogilates, Bubz.... funny how both start with the letter B :')) and strangers even. Like how on two separate occasions, two strangers had gestured for me to sit down on the train because I guess I looked completely drained and sick of life. Haha. Even though I did not sit down (I'm not even sure why), my heart was definitely all warmed up and fuzzy. So thank you, strangers who made my (otherwise incredibly crappy) days better.
Also I'd like to talk about Another Chance. I realized that I've been on the receiving end of many Another Chance (sounds awkward again, but let's just leave it at that) from various people, and I'm grateful for that. Thank you for not giving up on me and choosing to forget unhappiness from the past (if any).
Of course, there's still a certain You who hasn't quite given me the chance to explain myself/about what happened back then/the actual situation/the reasons behind my (apparently rather bad) attitude then/you seem to have forgotten the times when you turned to me because you had no one, you seem to have forgotten all the happy times we've had together/you seem to have forgotten the chirpy letters we used to exchange/it is frightening that you allowed one single incident to change whatever we had, forever
So thank you all who've forgiven/loved/still loves me for who I am, however undeserving I may be.
I sincerely hope that 2014 will be a year of productivity, love, happiness and gratitude.
Have a merry little christmas everybody!!!!!! xx
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