Holla! Happy Halloween guys~ (It's Halloween today right? Lol.)
Had a pretty awesome day today with P & G at Daisoooooooooo~~~~~ My absolute favourite shopping place because I can always go and buy loads of stuff and it won't cost me more than 20 bucks. LUUUUUUURVE
I think I tried to be selective in my buys (AHEM. I TRIED) but still ended up buying some useless curtains cuz I realised that they don't really fit my windows.... oh well time to go online to search for ways to recycle curtains *_*
I'm still pretty determined to revamp my room even though I have math and all that -____- Sighs IM1 you've become the bane of my life. WHY WAS I SICK. WHY.
)':
Anyway, thanks to everyone who'd reassured me that things will be alright, and it's not that easy to screw IM1.. :)) hahaha while I feel slightly better now, I better not be complacent. Le Sighs.
Oh. I strode into class at 8.20am today and it was quite an amusing moment for me. Yes, really.
Graduation on Friday! Not particularly hyped/excited about it, and I honestly don't like ceremonies/bowing/formal blah blah so I shall just look forward to the dinner reception afterwards~
Pictures in the next post, hopefully! xx
Wednesday, 31 October 2012
Tuesday, 30 October 2012
High stakes
So my mood has plunged about a million floors since yesterday.
It's probably useless to think about anything else now, and even more useless to be saying, "IF I had taken that, IF I hadn't fallen sick, IF.."
This IF rubbish is. Just rubbish.
Now I'll probably only be a little less worried around mid-Dec, when it's over.
I still can't help but think, IF I hadn't been sick on that day, and had taken that paper, I would've been free by now.
And like I said, it's useless saying that now.
Right now I think it's much more constructive to be preparing for it, and hope for the best.
xx
It's probably useless to think about anything else now, and even more useless to be saying, "IF I had taken that, IF I hadn't fallen sick, IF.."
This IF rubbish is. Just rubbish.
Now I'll probably only be a little less worried around mid-Dec, when it's over.
I still can't help but think, IF I hadn't been sick on that day, and had taken that paper, I would've been free by now.
And like I said, it's useless saying that now.
Right now I think it's much more constructive to be preparing for it, and hope for the best.
xx
Sunday, 28 October 2012
lethargic | restless | annoyed
Once again, I'm bored out of my damn mind. So here I am. *waves*
I just looked at the post-exam schedule again. Properly, this time round. And I realised how totally unappetizing it looked *_* Seriously??!! I actually don't mind chinese lessons every single day since, well, chinese has always been slack time since last year. But what's with all the other crap -_______- Le Sighs. I'm pissed off.
I'd actually typed a whole chunk of stuff about Being Pissed Off (with another issue), but I've deleted everything. Don't want to ruin this nice space with unhappy stuff ^_^
Oh. Just saw something. And I just want to say that no matter how hard you try to dress up/look like someone/behave like someone, at the end of the day, you are still you. Don't try to change that.
I desperately need to get out of here, it's boiling
I just looked at the post-exam schedule again. Properly, this time round. And I realised how totally unappetizing it looked *_* Seriously??!! I actually don't mind chinese lessons every single day since, well, chinese has always been slack time since last year. But what's with all the other crap -_______- Le Sighs. I'm pissed off.
I'd actually typed a whole chunk of stuff about Being Pissed Off (with another issue), but I've deleted everything. Don't want to ruin this nice space with unhappy stuff ^_^
Oh. Just saw something. And I just want to say that no matter how hard you try to dress up/look like someone/behave like someone, at the end of the day, you are still you. Don't try to change that.
I desperately need to get out of here, it's boiling
Saturday, 27 October 2012
fooooooooooood
Hiya guys~ How's your weekend going~
Life is great ^_^ Been slacking around/dying in between doing higher chinese tys (too boring & totally not exciting as compared to school papers -_-)/doing weird moves randomly at home to express the degree of boredom I was suffering from/feeling relieved from all the drama last week/feeling sudden bursts of gratitude these 2 days! :)
Okaii some pictures from today's lunch/tea at the new HK cafe in cwp ^_^ Finally I feel like I'm living a life. LOL. Good food, nice music, plush cushion chairs and all.
I had ingested soooo much carbs in one sitting but it was all worth it. Hehe. Food is loveeeeeee
I'm ending off my post with the epitome of cute-- SOME RANDOM BUT VERY VERY VERY CUTE DOLL I FOUND! It's probably ancient though haha but it's so adorbzz
Till then! xoxo
Life is great ^_^ Been slacking around/dying in between doing higher chinese tys (too boring & totally not exciting as compared to school papers -_-)/doing weird moves randomly at home to express the degree of boredom I was suffering from/feeling relieved from all the drama last week/feeling sudden bursts of gratitude these 2 days! :)
Okaii some pictures from today's lunch/tea at the new HK cafe in cwp ^_^ Finally I feel like I'm living a life. LOL. Good food, nice music, plush cushion chairs and all.
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| Some salty lemon 7up thing that tasted like it dropped from heaven ^_^ No kidding. NO KIDDING. |
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| Crazily yummy ice-cream waffle! With small amounts of peanut butter woven in the waffle B) So it wasn't too sweet/fattening or anything! |
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| CURRY SOUP IN A BREAD BOWL!!!!!!! <3333 Best part was the bread bowl could be eaten. Hahaha. SO SHIOK |
I had ingested soooo much carbs in one sitting but it was all worth it. Hehe. Food is loveeeeeee
I'm ending off my post with the epitome of cute-- SOME RANDOM BUT VERY VERY VERY CUTE DOLL I FOUND! It's probably ancient though haha but it's so adorbzz
Till then! xoxo
Friday, 26 October 2012
From the bottom of my heart
Hello guys~ How do you like my new blog! Lol. You've shifted places AGAIN, I hear you say. Yep. Even though I tried to stay on with wordpress it was pretty hard to be satisfied with the layouts and stuff. So. It's blogger once again ^_^
I had so much fun doing up this blog though~~ It's likely that I'll be blogging here for a very, very long time!!!!!!!!!
I'm currently feeling very very very bored.
I shall start with my week.
This week has been short (only 3 days of school) but I feel like I'd gone through so, so, so much. And had become so frail at one point that I couldn't eat anything, just felt like I wouldn't care even if the world were to end like, right then. Wasted tears as and when I wanted. Was so worried I couldn't sleep well. Jumped up at the first ring of the alarm. Had pimples popping up everywhere for the first time in MONTHS. Felt like I'd aged 40 years in just 3 days. Felt like I could collapse and die, and no one would care and I'd be happy.
BUT THOSE TERRIBLE FEELINGS ONLY LASTED FOR ABOUT 2 AND A HALF DAYS.
That's the great thing. And after that I suddenly felt like I could stomach every kind of food in the world, could sing and dance and laugh and cry all day long, could fight any kind of tough battle for the next 2 years.
I felt thankful. Gratitude pouring out, everywhere. For the first time in a long time, I felt thankful to be alive. Breathing air, breathing gratitude. I felt so thankful for everyone who'd been truly concerned about me. Those who had been there when I was at the most miserable point of my life, those who had been sincere about comforting me & even offered to help, thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
Like B said, it's good to be thankful :)
The worst is probably over. I should've kept the faith that my hard work will pay off, no matter what. I shouldn't have scared myself silly and gone through all that unnecessary paranoia. I actually thought I was going to end up in some loony bin, lol.
OKAY! Enough of sad stuff. Life is beautiful, and will always be.
Now that I know things will be alright, I'm actually getting excited about next year! I know that even more of my time will go to mugging, mugging and more mugging, but I'm just kinda glad with the change in environment & stuff ^_^ I don't really care about the stuff about "stepping out of my comfort zone". This place has never been my comfort zone anyway. At least not for these 2 years.
It still feels surreal that I'm graduating in just a week's time :O Time to celebrate? Haha.
Ending off with a picture from Beijing last year! I miss that place :'( The skies were a beautiful icy blue~
xoxo
I had so much fun doing up this blog though~~ It's likely that I'll be blogging here for a very, very long time!!!!!!!!!
I'm currently feeling very very very bored.
I shall start with my week.
This week has been short (only 3 days of school) but I feel like I'd gone through so, so, so much. And had become so frail at one point that I couldn't eat anything, just felt like I wouldn't care even if the world were to end like, right then. Wasted tears as and when I wanted. Was so worried I couldn't sleep well. Jumped up at the first ring of the alarm. Had pimples popping up everywhere for the first time in MONTHS. Felt like I'd aged 40 years in just 3 days. Felt like I could collapse and die, and no one would care and I'd be happy.
BUT THOSE TERRIBLE FEELINGS ONLY LASTED FOR ABOUT 2 AND A HALF DAYS.
That's the great thing. And after that I suddenly felt like I could stomach every kind of food in the world, could sing and dance and laugh and cry all day long, could fight any kind of tough battle for the next 2 years.
I felt thankful. Gratitude pouring out, everywhere. For the first time in a long time, I felt thankful to be alive. Breathing air, breathing gratitude. I felt so thankful for everyone who'd been truly concerned about me. Those who had been there when I was at the most miserable point of my life, those who had been sincere about comforting me & even offered to help, thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
Like B said, it's good to be thankful :)
The worst is probably over. I should've kept the faith that my hard work will pay off, no matter what. I shouldn't have scared myself silly and gone through all that unnecessary paranoia. I actually thought I was going to end up in some loony bin, lol.
OKAY! Enough of sad stuff. Life is beautiful, and will always be.
Now that I know things will be alright, I'm actually getting excited about next year! I know that even more of my time will go to mugging, mugging and more mugging, but I'm just kinda glad with the change in environment & stuff ^_^ I don't really care about the stuff about "stepping out of my comfort zone". This place has never been my comfort zone anyway. At least not for these 2 years.
It still feels surreal that I'm graduating in just a week's time :O Time to celebrate? Haha.
Ending off with a picture from Beijing last year! I miss that place :'( The skies were a beautiful icy blue~
xoxo
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