So much for finding repose and going back to how it used to be. It's frightening that the slightest nudge could cause me to lose my balance and hence make a (reluctant) trip back down into that frightening, cold, dark, deep ditch
Still, that was too much of a coincidence. But I've trained myself to not over-think. Ah, the peril of all perils.
Ending off with my favourite phrase to describe life and staying alive- C'est la vie
Friday, 27 March 2015
Monday, 23 March 2015
Quick post before I head off for a shower!!! (It's extremely late, I know)
So just now in the process of recalling what I did during a secondary school sabbatical, THIS^ came to my mind HAHAHAHAHA. The moment I put it on, boy, those memories. It's super nostalgic, but strangely comforting :) It's like coming home after a long camp trip. Or something along those lines. Do you getz?
Many many many (exciting) things coming up which I really hope will turn out nicely!! & please excuse me, but I have to gush a little about how insanely glad I am to have left that ninetofive- so much more time to think about stuff & work on things I used to not have time & energy for. Haha.
Oh, and my apologies if you happen to be my neighbour and can now hum that song in your sleep... or feel like puking whenever you hear that song.. or both ;) Really sorry! But can't! Help! It!
Right off to shower no more procrastinating!!!!!!!!
So just now in the process of recalling what I did during a secondary school sabbatical, THIS^ came to my mind HAHAHAHAHA. The moment I put it on, boy, those memories. It's super nostalgic, but strangely comforting :) It's like coming home after a long camp trip. Or something along those lines. Do you getz?
Many many many (exciting) things coming up which I really hope will turn out nicely!! & please excuse me, but I have to gush a little about how insanely glad I am to have left that ninetofive- so much more time to think about stuff & work on things I used to not have time & energy for. Haha.
Oh, and my apologies if you happen to be my neighbour and can now hum that song in your sleep... or feel like puking whenever you hear that song.. or both ;) Really sorry! But can't! Help! It!
Right off to shower no more procrastinating!!!!!!!!
Saturday, 7 March 2015
Really exhausted but I think I'll still manage a post before washing up & calling it a day. Yep
This week was pretty cray! Loads of running around and being responsible for commitments (which I'm not complaining about, I actually don't mind them) & meeting & catching up with the people who matter :) Thanks all for keeping me sane amidst this whole living thing. There are times when I think to myself, I'm really just staying alive because you guys exist *_* And before you start thinking, are you suicidal????!!, let me assure you, no I'm not. Just that without you guys I won't have no motivation to be alive, y'know? I may just decide to hide under my covers forever hahaha
Pretty glad for this longass (is there such a word? idk) break because now I finally have the luxury of time to make up for the lost days (actually not really was just musing to H how I have never felt so busy in my whole life- which is ironic and kinda says something about what I did with my school life. HAHA.) and to be in the mood to appreciate... things & people worth appreciating I suppose. It's a great feeling
Insanely happy about my last day of rotting in the office which happened yesterday. It was a short, uhm, stint??? Idk if that's the word for it, but anyway it was enjoyable (while it lasted) (actually, no it wasn't enjoyable, more like boring to the CORE but people were nice and that's all that mattered so thanks all for your care & for teaching me all that stuff)
(I like typing in brackets so much)
Everyday I remind myself to count my blessings in an attempt to feel blessed
Getting closer now
This week was pretty cray! Loads of running around and being responsible for commitments (which I'm not complaining about, I actually don't mind them) & meeting & catching up with the people who matter :) Thanks all for keeping me sane amidst this whole living thing. There are times when I think to myself, I'm really just staying alive because you guys exist *_* And before you start thinking, are you suicidal????!!, let me assure you, no I'm not. Just that without you guys I won't have no motivation to be alive, y'know? I may just decide to hide under my covers forever hahaha
Pretty glad for this longass (is there such a word? idk) break because now I finally have the luxury of time to make up for the lost days (actually not really was just musing to H how I have never felt so busy in my whole life- which is ironic and kinda says something about what I did with my school life. HAHA.) and to be in the mood to appreciate... things & people worth appreciating I suppose. It's a great feeling
Insanely happy about my last day of rotting in the office which happened yesterday. It was a short, uhm, stint??? Idk if that's the word for it, but anyway it was enjoyable (while it lasted) (actually, no it wasn't enjoyable, more like boring to the CORE but people were nice and that's all that mattered so thanks all for your care & for teaching me all that stuff)
(I like typing in brackets so much)
Everyday I remind myself to count my blessings in an attempt to feel blessed
Getting closer now
Wednesday, 4 March 2015
Results happened and I won't bother going into all that jazz.. because before you know it I'll be going all cliché and be like, "Oh, this is just the beginning." "Oh, what are results, you have a whole life before you!!!!!!" *cue Disneyland music* I'll spare your ears.
Just want to say thank you (I begin my paragraphs like that a lot don't I) to all for your kind comments about how I look etc etc, too much flooding in all at once I gathered I must have looked pretty bad back in school huh xD Haha just kidding! Yeah, thanks all for being lovely, even random aunties who only mean well :) Also want to add that (warning: more cliché ahead) this kinda thing is really only skin deep (I refuse to use the B word because I don't think I'm all that), it doesn't help me grow as a person- it's all very deceiving and superficial, but I'll be looking like that for a while because I don't want to scare the living daylights out of unsuspecting people :)
If that was too confusing to read, do avert your eyes.
Some random thoughts:-
I think I never learn my lessons. Even after learning them the hard way previously.
I really hope you are not responding not because you are in the midst of a breakdown, but because you don't want to
There goes the end of my awkward post. Bye.
Just want to say thank you (I begin my paragraphs like that a lot don't I) to all for your kind comments about how I look etc etc, too much flooding in all at once I gathered I must have looked pretty bad back in school huh xD Haha just kidding! Yeah, thanks all for being lovely, even random aunties who only mean well :) Also want to add that (warning: more cliché ahead) this kinda thing is really only skin deep (I refuse to use the B word because I don't think I'm all that), it doesn't help me grow as a person- it's all very deceiving and superficial, but I'll be looking like that for a while because I don't want to scare the living daylights out of unsuspecting people :)
If that was too confusing to read, do avert your eyes.
Some random thoughts:-
I think I never learn my lessons. Even after learning them the hard way previously.
I really hope you are not responding not because you are in the midst of a breakdown, but because you don't want to
There goes the end of my awkward post. Bye.
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