So my mood has plunged about a million floors since yesterday.
It's probably useless to think about anything else now, and even more useless to be saying, "IF I had taken that, IF I hadn't fallen sick, IF.."
This IF rubbish is. Just rubbish.
Now I'll probably only be a little less worried around mid-Dec, when it's over.
I still can't help but think, IF I hadn't been sick on that day, and had taken that paper, I would've been free by now.
And like I said, it's useless saying that now.
Right now I think it's much more constructive to be preparing for it, and hope for the best.
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