After about a million years

DEAR DEAD SPACE!!!!!!!!! MAMA IS BACK TO BRING YOU BACK TO LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

Hola everybody. I know I've vanished off the surface of the earth for quite some time already. My sincerest apologies.

I haven't been feeling well for quite some time, but I'm getting better. And today I seem to be in the mood to blog. So here I am.

FIRSTLY! VITAMIN B IS INSANELY IMPORTANT. If you happen to lack it or for some reason your body fails to absorb it, you'll be in deep trouble. Like what happened to me. Unpleasant things that may happen to you include dizziness & nausea, lack of appetite, general weakness, random tingling in arms & legs, visual disturbances, difficulty focusing your eyes, difficulty going to sleep, poor sleep quality, random tension headaches, random muscle aches, fatigue at random times of the day (especially after eating for me and it's really weird), depression, increased sensitivity to sunlight (I found that I couldn't focus on doing things in the morning/during noon, when the sun was shining super brightly), AND THE LIST GOES ON. Now you see how badly I was suffering. Thank goodness all that madness only lasted for about a week. It was enough to drive me crazy anyway. After a week of taking Vit B supplements from the doctor most of the symptoms disappeared, but I was still feeling tired. And I couldn't stomach anything other than porridge/fish/relatively tasteless stuff lolol. And my eyes were still giving me problems. But I was so relieved to be feeling normal again.

MORAL OF THE STORY=VITAMIN B IS INSANELY IMPORTANT EVERYBODY PLEASE TAKE CARE AND DON'T SCREW UP YOUR STOMACH LIKE I DID BECAUSE THE STOMACH PRODUCES SOMETHING THAT HELPS ABSORB VIT B WITHOUT VIT B YOU ARE AS GOOD AS DEAD

I think I'm turning into quite a hypochondriac. Like Mr. Woodhouse from Emma LOL. After that whole week of turmoil I really started to understand the importance of health (we often take it for granted don't we). And I admit health issues still scare the hell out of me. Haha.

-end of health rant EVERYBODY PLEASE TAKE CARE!-


Holidays are ending in about a month or so, and it'll be time to return to the place I dread most-- never mind that it's a different place & a different environment, what happens inside is equally terrifying and dreadful anyway. Sorry I don't mean to be such a mood dampener, for all you guys frothing to the mouth with anticipation about next year, but things like that just don't appeal to me. LE SIGHS.

Now that everything important is more or less over, I'm bored. So bored that I sometimes find myself at a loss/depressed (which I brush off as one of the lingering symptoms of Vit B deficiency)
I got to find some meaningful things to do, real soon.

xx