那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事

Because it was my first day of my first ever job I thought it deserves a proper post. So here goes.

After work- was reminded so much of that day, also the very first day, two years back. Smiles, hellos exchanged, acknowledgement that we do have some mutual friends- some random chatter about humanities and how hard it was to score (???), where we lived (I got the direction all wrong, ha ha ha), how I've heard of you since a long time ago (more laughter).

Regretfully, after that fateful day, everything else was a blank
Couldn't really remember what really happened
Until perhaps early last year when you finally made me remember that you! actually! exist!

But now I have to (try very hard to) forget your existence again

Fast forward to present day- life goes on. I am complaining about work already. Feeling the kind of fear (of screwing up/ embarrassing myself) that I know all too well. Feeling incompetent. But still alive.

It's Friday tomorrow! Have a great weekend xx