Just went to read some of my old posts from 2012 (man that was a long time ago. I feel ancient) and lemme quote my happy, grateful and hopeful 16-year-old self: "Life is beautiful, and will always be."

It's sad but I have been feeling the exact opposite of whatever the above quote entails these days
It's so bad that when I read it just now, I just wanted to let out a scornful laugh and be like "SERVE YOU RIGHT FOR BEING BLINDLY OPTIMISTIC, B****"

So. Graduation happened once more (my graduation from high school didn't feel all that long ago even though reading my 2012 posts made me feel like an antique) and this time, some sadness really kicked in. This is really the end of something,  though I'm not even sure what exactly. Heart is as empty as ever, with certain regrets and (loads of) dissatisfaction. But time doesn't rewind. 回不去了

So tired of everything